2020. Corona, the pandemic, the first Lockdown. An everyday life that has to adapt. The own home, otherwise a retreat from the much noisy outside world, slowly transforms into far too narrow spaces, in which deaf bodies wander back and forth. And yet at some point the apartment door becomes a bulwark, windows become longings, one's own self very quiet and the world a magical memory.  Redefine life without completely losing sight of the old existence. There will be a after- there will be, but the question remains whether the I of Before will still experience this.